OpenID??!!!

OpenID???!!! What in the world is this? Some single identity usage thingy in a whole lot of websites & bla bla blaa...??? Why are things getting complicated, when it was meant to be easy? I just want to leave a comment on yuen's blog... why must I register? Hate registering into stuff when I don't want to. =p

Nevermind larr. For the sake of posting my comments on my dear Yuen Yuen blog~ boleh larr... hehehehh Loving her cun-ted english man! How I wish I could write as well as her... jargons which sounds so pro; words that I've never used in my entire life... this is what you call good england! ;)

Keep up the good work yuen! I'm learning english once again... yayy! :):)

Bittersweet

AhhHHH~ everytime i listen to this 'KukFah' music, it'll remind me the nights that I sat at Jo's table at 2nd flr... working from evening to the wee hrs in the morning. I remembered that we (me, yuen & von) would drive home, take a quick shower, pack dinner and then drive back to our "beloved" room to continue work. The smell... the chill environment and the on going music keeping us company in the stillness of the night at 2nd flr comes alive again. In the midst of stress and tiredness... looking back, it was really an experience gained; with an eXtra PLUS of comfort to know that we have friends in the neighbouring rooms and floor working as hard as us too. I kinda miss that very moment though it wasn't much fun at that very point of time. Perhaps, I've gotten acquainted with it from the few months of bittersweet experience in the project.

As I commute to and fro from work in the lrt everyday... passing by the Kerinchi and Universiti lrt stops, I'll never fail to indulge in those times when we were there. *a smile at the bottom of my heart - remembering the fun times & seriousness that we've went through together as a team* ;)

Same thing goes for the Pasar Seni as well as Tmn Jaya stops... ...different situations, different things, different memories. all bittersweet. :):)

Self-Evaluation

Illustration of Oneself feelings throughout the year...

What do you see in me? Need your help for self-evaluation...


~learning to be a better me~

Company Trip (30 Nov '07 - 2 Dec '07)

Summary of the whole team building cum company trip. Play, eat, sleep, play play & more play! Paintball, Obstacle Course, Table Tennis, kiddy games & go-karting! Overall~ FUN!!! :):)

STOP the WhyS!!!

Pls stop asking so many questions when it is not necessary.

"Want to go out?"
"No"
"Why?"
"I'm tired..."
"Why?"
"I got lots of things to do..."
"WHY??"
"WHY??? So ba bai meh?"

why whY WHY!!!??? STOP it man! Its really getting on my nerves! Once in a blue moon ask like this as a fun thing boleh larr... but not everytime when we have a conversation ok?

Call me ba bai~ what ever you want larr... I'm just really tired of everything. Weekends wanna rest pun tak boleh. Weekdays wanna sleep early but got things to do! I really need some time off by my own...

It's not that I don't cherish our friendship... hope you understand. But I'm just plain tired of hearing ppl ask nonsense questions. I'm tired of trying to be nice and answer the never ending whyss...

Before I end, just wanna say SORRY if I made you angry.

My Lappy~

Goodbye small lappy... hello giant one!

Aihh~ 12.1 inch lappy became 15.4 inch lappy... so bulkyyy, so heavyyy! what to do... Sam Sam needs the 2Gb RAM more than I. Nevermind larr~ Good for her also cos she has another 'big load' to carry everyday for another 2 months more. hehehh I'll learn to live with it... gratefully + with appreciation~ *gulp* =p Lucky the bagpack that I got not too long ago can fit this giant.

Well... Anyone thinking of getting a new lappy? Any nice, cun-ted ones to introduce to me? I wanna get one to replace this!!! hahahaa :):)

New People, New Environment...

Nearly 2 months in my new environment and I'm getting along quite okay considerably. First impression was that all of them are very soft spoken and shy... especially the guys! My goshh~ So much so that I feel kind of awkward if I were to speak a little louder or be my Own LOUD Self. My colleagues here are generally either too young as in fresh graduates, too old as in is getting married or already have kids OR are single like forever already. Hmmm, still got chance... God's timing rite? ;)

I was in office for the first 2weeks... then later on parked in KL at customer's site and will stay here until don't know when. My mission being there is To Be My Sifu's Shadow! Mana dia pergi, saya kena ikut... Errr~ of course minus the toitoi larr! Nevertheless, am enjoying it here. Perhaps, its because we can laugh & crack jokes here rather than being in the quiet environment back in office. wakakkakaa Oh, and I was very thrilled when I found out that a few them are of my age! hehehehhh sampat rite? I know I knoww...

It didn't take much longer though before I'm back to the same 'ol me! what to do? I'm a noisy fella who can't stay quiet. =p You know... just few weeks ago I asked my 'sifu' "why so shy to talk to me when I first joined you all? Do I look scary or what?" Then you what that fella answered me? Itu orang kata "I didn't approach you because I knew you will talk to me first." DaRNNN... StupiggGGGG~ started to get reallyyy cheeky liao! Yikes~ guess this proves that people can see that I'm talkative even if they don't know me. Aihh~ wanna pretend pun tak boleh. *bluekkk**

Well, so far I've attended a BBQ lunch party, a farewell lunch and errr~ more to come really soon. Next week is our company team building cum trip at PD and then followed by my fellow colleague's wedding lunch right after that. So many things going on in just 2 months! not bad~ not bad... ;)

Pics of me with my fellow new colleagues:

Our small little room where we work... and a nice 'family' picture of us all who are parked at customer's site.

Well well, this is just a preview~ wanna see more? Hopefully in a weeks time larr ya! Those SiAO, HappY, NaughTY ones for sure! hahahahaa ;)

Sick againn...

I'm on MC againnn... Never in my entire life I'm down the 2nd time within 3weeks! Worst is that since I'm new, I can't take MC. I only apply for AL... if not, its considered unpaid leave :(

It all started with a sorethroat, fever & cough... I recovered after a few days but the cough prolonged & is still here hidden somewhere in my system. Aihh~ dry cough... irritating especially at night!

Then just last evening, I knew I was kind of getting sick again when all my colleagues were feeling hot except me, myself & I. As usual, I didnt bother much about it & went home. Was feeling quite uneasy but things got worse after 12am. I started feeling really cold and then decided to quickly off my lappy and go to sleep. I remembered that I didnt even on my fan because I was so darn cold. I started shivering so much until tears came streaming down. I really nearly wanted to call for help already. Started praying & God knows what happened after that... I guess I passed out in my bed while praying for help. hahahaa

All I know is that I woke up this morning feeling blur thinking "why is my fan off? I didnt on it in the 1st place... did I?" I then checked my temperature and yeap~ high fever... so high that I didnt even realise. Maybe my system was numb already!

I'm left without a choice, I had to take my 2nd MC/AL which I wasn't proud of :(

Meeting Torture...

The variation of loud, sharp voices with an addition of different tones and variation in speed of speech in the small meeting room creates nothing but headaches. The many voices of different parties trying to speak up their thoughts, and make their stand is just taking too much brain processing power on me. However, this was a total different perception 2 days ago...

2 days ago... Though I was down with fever, sorethroat and cough, I blurly went to office, opened and read the email that there is going to be meeting on Thursday. At that moment in my mind, I was all readily prepared to spend about 4hrs in the room and was having some positive attitude that I'm going to put effort and learn something out of it. Yeap, long 4hrs like the previous meeting held but nervermind laa~ I can listen and learn more mah~

BUT as u can see and read, Here am I! Drafting my initial post... right here, right now... on Notepad! Were you disappointed? Well, what to do? I've got to put my mind into something else before my headache + dizziness worsen. Just 10mins off will do... (pls forgive me, though I did nothing wrong...)

Thank goodness it ended earlier than expected... 3hrs. 1hr of mercy! *phewww*

Now I understand that however talkative & noisy one is, at the end of the day... one will appreciate the calmness of a quietness that one could get. One would learn to LOVE the introvert side of oneself.

Alamak~ this is only one of the few that I attended... and I'm sure there's many more to come! Gosh...

:):)

My Turtle Family...

Introducing to you my turtle family... Ta da da daaa~

Clockwise from left (left pic): Boo (big), BooBoo (small), PunkHead, Crush & HairyButt.

Boo & BooBoo - If you have not noticed, this 2 cute softies are stuck together.


PunkHead - The greeny hair style gave him its cun-ted name.

Crush - Hey dude~ remember Nemo?

HairyButt - Look at this cute lil' fella's *ahemm* & you will un.

Oh~ there's also Tutu - The special, virtual one! (right pic). Originated from the world of Facebook :):)



Well well~ Let me tell you a story of how this cute, softy turtle family started...

Ahemmm ahemmm~ Long long ago, far far away... kekekkeee Well, not than long ago. I'm still young to tell this story ok?

Let's restart...

Turtle family birth in the month of Dec 2005. It was the year where my ex-company held a Christmas gift exchange party. We were to randomly pick a colleague's name & buy something for him/her. Vanessa picked my name and she bought Boo & BooBoo as a gift to me. My first impression when I opened the box was "turtle? why turtle?". She asked whether I liked the gift and I answered "Yeap~ it's cute" (with a big smile). but then in my heart I was like "...but why turtle?"

Anyways, since it was a soft toy, I decided to put it on my office desk as to show my appreciation. Not realising that from that on, many of my colleagues started to come & play with it. Seems as if they liked it more than I do. Don't know whether to pity Boo & BooBoo or what. They were so fascinated by it. I only hugged it everyday... but then my fellow colleagues did all sorts of things to my turtle man! They took photos of Boo & BooBoo with my Smiley stress ball, put my earphones beside that fella as if it was enjoying music, throw him around and even killed it once! So... is fascinated the right word? or bully!?

Boo & BooBoo was lonely until Crush came few months after that. Winny saw it at klcc & thought that I needed a handphone design of it. So there it is... Crush, 3rd member of the family. Crush was named so because so happened that Nemo was in the cinemas & I was really hyped about it. Crush was brought to office to accompany Boo & BooBoo & yeap as expected, there goes my dear Crush. It was injured once by my manager & I ordered him to fix the pityful fella. wahahahaaa~ job well done!

Come to the following year's Christmas, don't know why~ It's now my little sister's turn to get me the 4th member. HairyButt it is! Don't need to explain alot as it's name reveals it all already. hehehhh This four small little cuties accompanied me alot. Was really loving it as it kept me sane especially throughout my working period at Client's site. ;)

To cut the story short, PunkHead was added in not too long ago in August 2007. It was a Birthday present from Ken =) Guess he thought that I liked turtles alot cos he has been seeing me play with it nearly everyday at work. Make me paiseh only~ hehehhh Thanks anyway!

Lastly, not forgetting my dear Tutu. This special virtual one was added into Facebook as my fluff pet. Started playing with Facebook just less than a month ago. Didn't really find it interesting. Facebook is a Friendster-like thingy but more. You can send pokes, gifts, play games and even pet other friends fluff pets! Many things to keep you glued to it... that's if you have great imagination. As for me, its just a great place to kill time!

Well well, that's the story of how my 6 member turtle family came about. If you haven't noticed, all of it came in a form of gift from someone to me. Guessed Boo & BooBoo really made all of them thinking that I loved turtles aye! hehehh In all, I could only say that I was blessed to have a turtle family~ Thanks ppl :):)

Before I end... Just a pic for fun --> Turtle car! (definitely not mine!)

Back-Tracking

It's been quite a while. So much to tell and type, yet not knowing how... This post is the summary of all events in Sept!

Hope pictures tell a thousand words. So, here goes...

Changing into the Nerdy ME

*WACkK* myself for spending like nobody's business. Hair, food, clothes... since when I've become so spendthrift? GoODneSS! =(

Lesson learnt: Do NOT spend unneccessarily unless it is for de-stressing purposes! =p

One thing I did not regret... Well, it's something I have not spend on. It's just 2 photos which I rarely allowed Jelly to take with his h/p. Hmmm, getting specs is still one of the items in my pending list at least for now. Pending doesn't mean I won't buy, neither saying that I will! I'm trying to put it behind my mind & say "Its just a want, not a need."

Well, after all... it's just something that will make me look more nerdy and serious in disguise! Yikes~ Should I get it or not? Should I? Should I NOT?

The nerdy me~

September Weekends

Ahaa~!!! weekends... All I could say is that September weekends was so darn busy. Not with work... but parties! WaLaUwehH you could say. hahahaa Not by choice though. But whatever it is, I had great fun & was blessed. Eye opener to realise that you guys were all so knitted together... Moms having heart to heart talks, Dads having fun talks and laughing at jokes neverendlessly & not forgetting Children. Yeap... from as young as 2 years old~ eating, playing and wrestling with all the koko & jiejie!

Its a rare sight having to come across fun like this. Fun as in different generations... different genders having a great time under one roof!

Weird to say, but it suddenly dawned on me that Daddys can be so cun-ted... Letting away pride, ego & seriousness. Its just an amazement to see dads~ yeap...Dads having fun together! Yes, you read it... TOGETHER-GETHER! They can really chat on all sorts of topics other than those usual, normal boring ones like news, events, cars & etc. Never in my life I've seen dads, in general like this. They can just talk about anything man! Jokes, fun, work, sing oldies, talk serious stuff... you name it! They have it all! Cun aye~

Way to go... DADs, MOMs & KIDDYs!!!

8-9 September 2007

Gua Tempurung~ The Grand Tour! A 3.5 hour experience of being in a stone like zoo in the first 30mins. Learning about animals while walking from one platform to another, had some brief understanding of stalatites & staglamites... and errmm, seeing some formations which made some sort of wayang kulit and pregnant woman figure thingy. Hmmm~ nothing much interesting. All I remembered most was a monkey driving a MyVi!!!

However, from the 10th platform onwards... is where the adventure begins. At that moment, we didnt notice it was all dark until our guide told us to switch off all lights & all I could remember hearing was one loud and unanimous "Whoaaa!" from everyone. Walking in pitch dark caves with only torchlights could be scary. But then with my four bodyguards keeping an eye on me, I wasn't even near scared =p

The next 3hrs was a long walk across knee high underground rivers, getting stones stuck in the shoes, crawling on our knees, sliding down slopes & not forgetting "Careful your head!... your shoulder, your butt... Lower, loweerrr a little more!" pathetic warning shouts from me after the LoUD BONNNGGG incident that happened to my dear friend.

It was quite an experience. Not tiring. Just a lot of exercise and ever concious feeling to look out for each other. Not bad after all. Its a nice experience in whole.

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There you go~ Five of us - Paddle Pok with LiMon JelNy!!!

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mon = SiaO...

I got it, I got it! I got it, got it, got it!!! Yay yay yayyy~~~

wahahahaa hehehhhh kekekeee hahahahaha

mon gonna be in functional
mon gonna travel travel
mon gonna be "con" girl
moN gonna find leng chai (duhh~ as if I will...)
mon gonna buy hp
mon gonna go nuts...

yikes~ I'm so excited! Well, hopefully it'll still continue... less than a month to go & counting down!

keeping my fingers crossed xxXXX

A Familiar Face...

I saw someone on the way back home last Thursday (30/8/2007). The glimpse of a familiar driver and vehicle plate number from my rear-view mirror lead me feeling curious. Since we were both taking the same route, I couldn't help but to keep myself tailing the vehicle after it overtook me and went ahead. Thank God for jam... I managed to squeeze beside the vehicle and very surprising indeed, it was truly her... with the little young boy I used to play with, sitting right beside her at the passenger seat. They didn't see me though.

It's been 3yrs+ since I last saw them. Now, all could tell is that she looks kinda weary, though her motherly appearance is still is as before. As for the little boy, he has now grown into a tall and handsome looking teenager; just like him. I wonder whether the correction to this little boy at one point of time before has been a fruitful one?

At that very moment, the thoughts... the memories... that feeling of missing someone~ Overwhelmed me. It took me some minutes to cool down. And when I finally reached home, I wanted to send an sms saying HI but hesitated and eventually... didn't. Don't know why, but I couldn't stop thinking about that very moment when I saw their vehicle beside mine. Guess I really missed them very much.

Whatever it is, let memories stay as memories and let bygones be bygones. That's all I can say. Just want to wish them all the best. I'll always cherished the moments spent together...


** (Wonder if they'll ever read this post of mine)

50 years of Merdeka!!!

Its the eve of Merdeka... for the 1st time in my life, I'm kind of feeling excited about it. 50 years of independence, what an accomplishment.

I've never really had a good concept of this country of mine. Since childhood, I hear people complaining just about anything and everything about this land. What more with an addition of western influences; negative conception grew.

However, recently I realized that it's really important for one to love their country. It's not about the ineffiency, the briberies, nor the government. No country is perfect... not even you or me. In realisation, I got to say that however good or bad a country is, whether one likes it or not... it is one's land. It is where one was born into, belongs to, and am serving in. Guess I've got to start to throw those negative thinking away and find things to praise my beloved country.

If one expects a change to happen, 1st they have to love it 1st before seeing it come to past.

A year of jubilee, a year of change...

Well hey, this sentence I've always liked --> We are a multi-ethnic, multi-cultural, multilingual, multi-racial... (multi everything) country :):)

oh oh~ and we have really reALLY good food @ 24/7. hehehhh

Caramel Macchiato...

Starbucks HOT Caramel Macchiato is so SoOOO NiCeeEE!!!... I think I'm addicted to it.

Well that's all I want to say for now. Back To Work =p

Farewell sane sane...

To my dearest friend,

The 1st time I saw you, I didn't really know how to make a conversation with you. Though we used to go lunch together with the rest, smile to each other; yet there wasn't much. You seemed to be quite reserved. However to my surprise, you were extremely chit-chatty in msn conferences! This is where I slowly got to know you... the real, true sane sane~~ :):)

You are somewhat like me. Pandai bully ppl with our big mouth but then we don't mean it. (victims -> don't get upset ya, we bully you guys cos we love u! hehehhh) Hmmm, there are many other things but then better keep it disclosed. We don't want our big bully reputation be spoiled rite, sane? ;)

Just few days ago, i just found out that she always had this idea that she thinks that I've always liked PINK/RED! gosh~~ *sweat** don't know why la... but then in return, I've always have this thinking that she always like to tapao (tapao queen). But cannot blame her la, always busy with work. but then aa~~ busy yet still can be so darn active in msn conferences & always scold nyy nyy & tiger. hahahaa she's memang pro in multi-tasking man! geng!!!

Now that she's heading back to Pg to work, I really started to miss her liao. From a colleague to a great friend... its really a blessing knowing you.

Sane~~ I know I can't do much... all I did was giving you hug hug everytime I pass your seat today, go toitoi together-gether, teman you on msn until you leave KL soon in this wee hours & lastly, bully you for one last time. hehehehh :):)

Sane~~ thanks for everything ya. Thanks for playing muakkss muakkss & being siao with me. u kept me sane! All of us here will miss you lots. Our gang gonna have less 1 member liao if you don't come back KL visit us. So, make sure you come back KL every 2mths to join us for birthday celebration ok?


MisS ya LoVE ya *huggssss*

My Celebrity Look-alike thingy...

http://www.myheritage.com

The Game

I played a game...

A game of value
A game of risk
A game where its outcome didn't really matter

If the players compromised, both wins
Both did not... so its okay
It was worth as it came to an end

All the sweat and tears
All the gains and losses it caused
Willing sacrifice has far crossed it's boundary

One has learned
One has come to an understanding
A longer wait will make no difference

So it's time to move on
Sayonara is all I'll say in a month and a half to go...

Happy Birthday...

Weekend birthday celebration for July & August babies...



Look at all the pretty girls & guys in the photos! There you go~ my ex-colleagues... Yups, all sudah cabut except me, myself & I.

So nice to be able to celebrate this occasion with my dear liwei. Happy belated birthday, WeiWei jie jie & ermmm... Happy early birthday to me! hehehhh =)

Thank you guys for making it simply wonderful.

For those who didn't come, try to make it the next time ya! Cos I really realllly miss you all so much! *muakksss*

Transformers!

Look! Tadadadaaa~~ my Transformers tickets! (thanks to jeff's K810i) I finally got the picture up. yayy yayy!!!

1st time watching it was at iMax. I've not been to there before. 1st time... big screen... but then 2D. aikkss~ *sweat* Nevertheless, the movie was awesome! So great that we had to go to mamak to cool ourselves down... & when I finally reached home at about 3++ am, I couldn't sleep the whole night! yikesss~ I've always thought that sleepless nights due to excitement only happens to children =p

2nd time was with my family and I don't know why... for no reason, I couldn't stop smiling to myself on the way to watching it again. Those 17 expressive face muscles somehow or another just suddenly decides to come alive and work OT by itself! Hmmm, don't think any of them saw me smiling like a weirdo though... *phewww* Gosh~ What's it into me man??? Am I in love with Transformers? Optimus Prime? I'm in lurrveeee hehehhh =) 2nd time watching it was also cool. Got to know more details & also found some "easter eggs" in the movie.

Optimus Prime is so cool... He's so darn COOL! I practically went gaga when he appeared on screen! Just imagine --> both of my hands on my cheeks, mouth wide open & me going whoaaAAAA~ (as if I saw some superstar). YEAPPP... I was THAT CraZY when I watched it. Call me siao, sampat... whatever you want. I don't mind, as long as I have my darling optimus! wahahhahaaa =p

Complains...

Internet has been down since lunch yesterday. Till now it's still unstable but then some how or another, I managed to get into this page. yayyy!!!

It's so sloww working with my 1Gb RAM lappy. It can really test my patience at times. Those who have been through this, you will understand. Well, let's put it this way... if I can write this post & do work at the same time... nothing much is needed to be explained already. So, here I am complaining.

Anyways, I've been wanting to show off my 2 Transformers tickets here as a proof that I've watched it twice! hahahaaa First, I borrowed my bro's hp to take the picture but then it turned out blur... then I took his digital camera & found that all the batteries were dead! sad larrr.

Aihh~ maybe it's a sign that it is time for me to get my S500i. =) hmmm, we'll wait & see... Gotta find more excuse to pass on my old hp and get this pretty greeny-black gorgeous looking gadget.

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A Taste of Life

Definition:
compromise - a settlement of differences by mutual concessions; an agreement reached by adjustment of conflicting or opposing claims, principles, etc., by reciprocal modification of demands.

Quotes:

1. For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.
2. Compromise, if not the spice of live, is its solidity. It is what makes nations great and marriages happy.
3. Don't compromise yourself. You are all you've got.
4. There are three ways of dealing with difference: domination, compromise, and integration. By domination only one side gets what it wants; by compromise neither side gets what it wants; by integration we find a way by which both sides may get what they wish.
   

Life is all about compromises... well, that's a fact! not only in relationships but in principles and integrity of one. Hmmm, thinking of the quotes written: I've been through Quote1, have not experienced Quote2, violated Quote3, & hoping for Quote4! hahahahaaa is that stupidity or comical?

Someone once said that relationships are all about compromising one another... adjusting to the other person needs. So if one day you wake up and you find that you can't compromise anymore, then its time to part. --> I don't buy this thought... maybe its because it sounds sad. Sad that though I know it may be true, but then I've always have this thought that there is SURE something to it that there can be a settlement. Well, what do you think?

Compromise has its limitations. Its either you give in or you take the win. Result: I chose to give. I have compromised alot in the past few years... some were regretful while the rest were worth while. For me, as long as I know that the end result will have the other person feeling better, then its worth. Don't ask about what I feel... it doesn't matter.

I'm not an angel though! I might have put some into situations where they had to compromise me alot yet not realizing it myself. So, I just wanna say SORRY if I really was a pain in your butt.

Conclusion: Any exclusions in gaining a win win basis? Integration it is~ and I guess I really realllyyy have to work on that :):)