Illustration of Oneself feelings throughout the year...
8-9 September 2007
Gua Tempurung~ The Grand Tour! A 3.5 hour experience of being in a stone like zoo in the first 30mins. Learning about animals while walking from one platform to another, had some brief understanding of stalatites & staglamites... and errmm, seeing some formations which made some sort of wayang kulit and pregnant woman figure thingy. Hmmm~ nothing much interesting. All I remembered most was a monkey driving a MyVi!!!
all dark until our guide told us to switch off all lights & all I could remember hearing was one loud and unanimous "Whoaaa!" from everyone. Walking in pitch dark caves with only torchlights could be scary. But then with my four bodyguards keeping an eye on me, I wasn't even near scared =p
It was quite an experience. Not tiring. Just a lot of exercise and ever concious feeling to look out for each other. Not bad after all. Its a nice experience in whole. I got it, I got it! I got it, got it, got it!!! Yay yay yayyy~~~
wahahahaa hehehhhh kekekeee hahahahaha
mon gonna be in functional
mon gonna travel travel
mon gonna be "con" girl
moN gonna find leng chai (duhh~ as if I will...)
mon gonna buy hp
mon gonna go nuts...
yikes~ I'm so excited! Well, hopefully it'll still continue... less than a month to go & counting down!
keeping my fingers crossed xxXXX
I saw someone on the way back home last Thursday (30/8/2007). The glimpse of a familiar driver and vehicle plate number from my rear-view mirror lead me feeling curious. Since we were both taking the same route, I couldn't help but to keep myself tailing the vehicle after it overtook me and went ahead. Thank God for jam... I managed to squeeze beside the vehicle and very surprising indeed, it was truly her... with the little young boy I used to play with, sitting right beside her at the passenger seat. They didn't see me though.
It's been 3yrs+ since I last saw them. Now, all could tell is that she looks kinda weary, though her motherly appearance is still is as before. As for the little boy, he has now grown into a tall and handsome looking teenager; just like him. I wonder whether the correction to this little boy at one point of time before has been a fruitful one?
At that very moment, the thoughts... the memories... that feeling of missing someone~ Overwhelmed me. It took me some minutes to cool down. And when I finally reached home, I wanted to send an sms saying HI but hesitated and eventually... didn't. Don't know why, but I couldn't stop thinking about that very moment when I saw their vehicle beside mine. Guess I really missed them very much.
Whatever it is, let memories stay as memories and let bygones be bygones. That's all I can say. Just want to wish them all the best. I'll always cherished the moments spent together...
** (Wonder if they'll ever read this post of mine)
Its the eve of Merdeka... for the 1st time in my life, I'm kind of feeling excited about it. 50 years of independence, what an accomplishment.
I've never really had a good concept of this country of mine. Since childhood, I hear people complaining just about anything and everything about this land. What more with an addition of western influences; negative conception grew.
However, recently I realized that it's really important for one to love their country. It's not about the ineffiency, the briberies, nor the government. No country is perfect... not even you or me. In realisation, I got to say that however good or bad a country is, whether one likes it or not... it is one's land. It is where one was born into, belongs to, and am serving in. Guess I've got to start to throw those negative thinking away and find things to praise my beloved country.
If one expects a change to happen, 1st they have to love it 1st before seeing it come to past.
A year of jubilee, a year of change...
Well hey, this sentence I've always liked --> We are a multi-ethnic, multi-cultural, multilingual, multi-racial... (multi everything) country :):)
oh oh~ and we have really reALLY good food @ 24/7. hehehhh
Starbucks HOT Caramel Macchiato is so SoOOO NiCeeEE!!!... I think I'm addicted to it.
Well that's all I want to say for now. Back To Work =p
To my dearest friend,
The 1st time I saw you, I didn't really know how to make a conversation with you. Though we used to go lunch together with the rest, smile to each other; yet there wasn't much. You seemed to be quite reserved. However to my surprise, you were extremely chit-chatty in msn conferences! This is where I slowly got to know you... the real, true sane sane~~ :):)
You are somewhat like me. Pandai bully ppl with our big mouth but then we don't mean it. (victims -> don't get upset ya, we bully you guys cos we love u! hehehhh) Hmmm, there are many other things but then better keep it disclosed. We don't want our big bully reputation be spoiled rite, sane? ;)
Just few days ago, i just found out that she always had this idea that she thinks that I've always liked PINK/RED! gosh~~ *sweat** don't know why la... but then in return, I've always have this thinking that she always like to tapao (tapao queen). But cannot blame her la, always busy with work. but then aa~~ busy yet still can be so darn active in msn conferences & always scold nyy nyy & tiger. hahahaa she's memang pro in multi-tasking man! geng!!!
Now that she's heading back to Pg to work, I really started to miss her liao. From a colleague to a great friend... its really a blessing knowing you.
Sane~~ I know I can't do much... all I did was giving you hug hug everytime I pass your seat today, go toitoi together-gether, teman you on msn until you leave KL soon in this wee hours & lastly, bully you for one last time. hehehehh :):)
Sane~~ thanks for everything ya. Thanks for playing muakkss muakkss & being siao with me. u kept me sane! All of us here will miss you lots. Our gang gonna have less 1 member liao if you don't come back KL visit us. So, make sure you come back KL every 2mths to join us for birthday celebration ok?
MisS ya LoVE ya *huggssss*
I played a game...
A game of value
A game of risk
A game where its outcome didn't really matter
If the players compromised, both wins
Both did not... so its okay
It was worth as it came to an end
All the sweat and tears
All the gains and losses it caused
Willing sacrifice has far crossed it's boundary
One has learned
One has come to an understanding
A longer wait will make no difference
So it's time to move on
Sayonara is all I'll say in a month and a half to go...
Internet has been down since lunch yesterday. Till now it's still unstable but then some how or another, I managed to get into this page. yayyy!!!
It's so sloww working with my 1Gb RAM lappy. It can really test my patience at times. Those who have been through this, you will understand. Well, let's put it this way... if I can write this post & do work at the same time... nothing much is needed to be explained already. So, here I am complaining.
Anyways, I've been wanting to show off my 2 Transformers tickets here as a proof that I've watched it twice! hahahaaa First, I borrowed my bro's hp to take the picture but then it turned out blur... then I took his digital camera & found that all the batteries were dead! sad larrr.
Aihh~ maybe it's a sign that it is time for me to get my S500i. =) hmmm, we'll wait & see... Gotta find more excuse to pass on my old hp and get this pretty greeny-black gorgeous looking gadget.
Definition:
compromise - a settlement of differences by mutual concessions; an agreement reached by adjustment of conflicting or opposing claims, principles, etc., by reciprocal modification of demands.
Quotes:
Life is all about compromises... well, that's a fact! not only in relationships but in principles and integrity of one. Hmmm, thinking of the quotes written: I've been through Quote1, have not experienced Quote2, violated Quote3, & hoping for Quote4! hahahahaaa is that stupidity or comical?
Someone once said that relationships are all about compromising one another... adjusting to the other person needs. So if one day you wake up and you find that you can't compromise anymore, then its time to part. --> I don't buy this thought... maybe its because it sounds sad. Sad that though I know it may be true, but then I've always have this thought that there is SURE something to it that there can be a settlement. Well, what do you think?
Compromise has its limitations. Its either you give in or you take the win. Result: I chose to give. I have compromised alot in the past few years... some were regretful while the rest were worth while. For me, as long as I know that the end result will have the other person feeling better, then its worth. Don't ask about what I feel... it doesn't matter.
I'm not an angel though! I might have put some into situations where they had to compromise me alot yet not realizing it myself. So, I just wanna say SORRY if I really was a pain in your butt.
Conclusion: Any exclusions in gaining a win win basis? Integration it is~ and I guess I really realllyyy have to work on that :):)
