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I'm into my 4th week at office. Having to drag myself to work, trying hard to do assignments and prepare for presentation isn't something nice to think about. Perhaps, I'm still not accustomed to the life here; or maybe I just lack self-discipline.

I miss Stress; I miss being Busy and... I M-I-S-S Client Site!!! *sob sob**

Should've taken a day off just to sleep!

Back @Office

GOOOODDDDD MORNING people!!!

I'm back at office! From many months of late waking up, now it's back to the life of waking up early @7am, fetching mom to work (so that i won't be late) and reaching office @830am! WuaAHHHH~ EARLYYYY right right right???

I can't believe it myself! Hope I can last the day without falling asleep! ;)

Have a Great Day... *HuggsSSS**

Tired...

I'm so so so tired!!! Since 2nd day of cny till now... I'm stuck working till the wee hours in the morning nearly everyday. Believe or not, I saw sunrise AGAIN; same area... different building... at 20 floors higher than the previous. Aihh~!!!

I didn't know that it would be THAT bad until when I realise that I was trying ReaLLY hard NOT to doze off from the tiredness of my day job everyday. **Seems like the reward agreed doesn't seem to make me feel charged up even One Single Bit! **

But what to do??? Sudah REGRET kaukau but promise is a still a promise marr... got to get the work done by hook or by crook :(

Lesson learnt:

1) $$ is NOT my source of motivation

2) NO more 2nd time

3) REST is what I NEED

TWO more shitty weeks & it'll be the END~ I hope...

*keeping my fingers crossed*

Wo Yao Xue Hua Yu!

It's such a privilege for those who can converse in Mandarin... EVeN MoRE if one can read and write those complicated characters! I heard news today that this pretty fresh grad newbie colleague of mine has just been selected to go to China for requirements gathering replacing Wilson, my sifu.

Whoaa~ Lucky her!... Aihh~ Sad for my sifu... *feeling quite disappointed on behalf of him*

He was supposed to go initially but plans changed cos they needed someone who is able to write and present the FRS in chinese. Lucky lucky luckkyy her.

Indeed Chinese IS IMPORTANT~!!!

I want to learn Mandarin!... Wo Yao Xue Hua Yu!!!

Errr~ did I write correctly arr? hehehhh *paiseh only*

My Lappy~

Goodbye small lappy... hello giant one!

Aihh~ 12.1 inch lappy became 15.4 inch lappy... so bulkyyy, so heavyyy! what to do... Sam Sam needs the 2Gb RAM more than I. Nevermind larr~ Good for her also cos she has another 'big load' to carry everyday for another 2 months more. hehehh I'll learn to live with it... gratefully + with appreciation~ *gulp* =p Lucky the bagpack that I got not too long ago can fit this giant.

Well... Anyone thinking of getting a new lappy? Any nice, cun-ted ones to introduce to me? I wanna get one to replace this!!! hahahaa :):)

New People, New Environment...

Nearly 2 months in my new environment and I'm getting along quite okay considerably. First impression was that all of them are very soft spoken and shy... especially the guys! My goshh~ So much so that I feel kind of awkward if I were to speak a little louder or be my Own LOUD Self. My colleagues here are generally either too young as in fresh graduates, too old as in is getting married or already have kids OR are single like forever already. Hmmm, still got chance... God's timing rite? ;)

I was in office for the first 2weeks... then later on parked in KL at customer's site and will stay here until don't know when. My mission being there is To Be My Sifu's Shadow! Mana dia pergi, saya kena ikut... Errr~ of course minus the toitoi larr! Nevertheless, am enjoying it here. Perhaps, its because we can laugh & crack jokes here rather than being in the quiet environment back in office. wakakkakaa Oh, and I was very thrilled when I found out that a few them are of my age! hehehehhh sampat rite? I know I knoww...

It didn't take much longer though before I'm back to the same 'ol me! what to do? I'm a noisy fella who can't stay quiet. =p You know... just few weeks ago I asked my 'sifu' "why so shy to talk to me when I first joined you all? Do I look scary or what?" Then you what that fella answered me? Itu orang kata "I didn't approach you because I knew you will talk to me first." DaRNNN... StupiggGGGG~ started to get reallyyy cheeky liao! Yikes~ guess this proves that people can see that I'm talkative even if they don't know me. Aihh~ wanna pretend pun tak boleh. *bluekkk**

Well, so far I've attended a BBQ lunch party, a farewell lunch and errr~ more to come really soon. Next week is our company team building cum trip at PD and then followed by my fellow colleague's wedding lunch right after that. So many things going on in just 2 months! not bad~ not bad... ;)

Pics of me with my fellow new colleagues:

Our small little room where we work... and a nice 'family' picture of us all who are parked at customer's site.

Well well, this is just a preview~ wanna see more? Hopefully in a weeks time larr ya! Those SiAO, HappY, NaughTY ones for sure! hahahahaa ;)

Meeting Torture...

The variation of loud, sharp voices with an addition of different tones and variation in speed of speech in the small meeting room creates nothing but headaches. The many voices of different parties trying to speak up their thoughts, and make their stand is just taking too much brain processing power on me. However, this was a total different perception 2 days ago...

2 days ago... Though I was down with fever, sorethroat and cough, I blurly went to office, opened and read the email that there is going to be meeting on Thursday. At that moment in my mind, I was all readily prepared to spend about 4hrs in the room and was having some positive attitude that I'm going to put effort and learn something out of it. Yeap, long 4hrs like the previous meeting held but nervermind laa~ I can listen and learn more mah~

BUT as u can see and read, Here am I! Drafting my initial post... right here, right now... on Notepad! Were you disappointed? Well, what to do? I've got to put my mind into something else before my headache + dizziness worsen. Just 10mins off will do... (pls forgive me, though I did nothing wrong...)

Thank goodness it ended earlier than expected... 3hrs. 1hr of mercy! *phewww*

Now I understand that however talkative & noisy one is, at the end of the day... one will appreciate the calmness of a quietness that one could get. One would learn to LOVE the introvert side of oneself.

Alamak~ this is only one of the few that I attended... and I'm sure there's many more to come! Gosh...

:):)